Last day in April

Well the spring has come and gone all month long it has snowed and rained and then the sun broke through the clouds from time to time. Tomorrow will be May 2010 and this year just keeps bringing more changes into my life. I am now looking for work once again. It has been made clear to me that the position will not work for me and I need to find something more suited to the skills and gifts that my Higher Power has blessed me with. So with that said I am applying and interviewing and trusting my Higher Power to guide me to the company and position that will be the best for me. I will trust that this will happen my the end of May as my needs have always been meant and I know this much when a door closes God will open another one. This time he will need to open the door wide and push me through as I am not trusting myself to get it. Oh I trust God just not myself :) So heres to the next 30 days and the new and wonderful adventures it will bring into my life !!

Ok here it is April 2010, again with no computer at home. I am taking a few minutes to write something. Spring is starting to show up, I have sold my home, living with Amber and her family and I am now on the hunt for a new job. Canyons have decided not to renew my contract come June 2010, not nice at all but it is what it is. Applying is time consuming but I am doing it. I try to get to the gym at least 3 times a week but it is hard with all the time I spend applying on line. I am gratiful that I have about 60 days to find something and if that does not happen I will go on unemployment until I do. I would like to travel to Texas to see Corie and the kids and to see Eileen in the near future. Lil Bit just turned 1 a day ago and it was so sweet to see just how much she has changed and grown. It was just a year ago that she was just so very tiny and she is still not very big. My life is changing still with each day that goes by and the future for me is unsure but I will take one day at a time, enjoy my kids, gr. kids, family and friends and allow for the future to unfold. It's a good day sun shinning, smiles on peoples faces, flowers starting to bloom and I am still breathing and walking LOL :)